She wants.

A boy who will sit by her side, hold her hand, and be okay with silence.
He'll lean in a kiss her when she least expects it.
He will call just to say he loves her.
Someone she can do simple things for and know that he appreciates it.
He'll return the favor.
They can drive together without music, talk about nothing, and be relaxed.
She can kick off her shoes and put her feet up in her seat like a little kid.
He will just hold her when she needs him.
She would stand on her tip toes and kiss him.
He would put his hands on her waist and pull her closer, feeling the smile on her lips.
He lets her keep his shirt.
He kisses her in front of his friends.
He calls her beautiful, not hot or sexy.
He lets her play with his hair.
He will get her mad, and then kiss her.
Lets her fall asleep in his arms.
He kisses her forehead.

It's strange how hard life can get in the blink of an eye. Yesterday I was sitting on the carpet with Jason and Jake missing recess because we couldn't stop laughing during devotion. Today, I'm sitting on my carpet alone, missing a party because I don't want to make stupid decisions with everyone else. There's always a partner in crime, but when you're on the other end, there is seldom anyone else to join you.

I'm not like most girls.

Sober. Permanently.

Virgin, on purpose, until marriage.

Christian.

Work-aholic.

Lead foot.

Not shy but not crazy.

Carnivore.

Reader.

Ambitious.

Says no to drugs.

Simple.

Just something I needed you to know.

How will you give something beautiful to the world?