Dear You, I have something to say.

Dear You,

1. That note I wrote, in reply to yours, do you ever wonder what would have happened if it said something else?
2. I saw something in you and lost it. But I'll be damned if I don't die searching.
3. You scare me. Your situation scares me. But I'm not sure if it was different my answer would be different.
4. I wish you would wear more clothes.
5. You completely baffle me. Leave me confused, intimidated, and incredibly intrigued. And you are absolutely oblivious.
6. What happened?
7. That time you almost killed me? That was my favorite. I miss those idiotic trips; our running away's and chasing things larger than us. Only you understand these silly little things. I think that's why I left.
8. I tell myself I miss you, but I know it's not true. I miss the you that will never exist again. If you came back, and sat right next to me, I would still miss you.
9.You hurt him, I'll break you. That's a fact. I'll still love you though. Maybe.
10. Accept me for who I am. My mistakes, accomplishments, failures, and awards are a package deal. You don't want one, you don't get any.

11. I wish we were meant to be best friends forever. But I don't think we are.

12. I would walk to you if I could. But you wouldn't do the same if I payed your way with a first class plain ticket. And yet, I would still go in a heartbeat.

13. I wish the best for you.

14. I wish you had faith. That is the one thing that stands between us. From the moment I saw you, I had those butterflies and I let them fly away because I know it just wouldn't work.

15. I really wish you would grow up. I'm sorry you made those decisions, but they are done. You've gotta get on with your life.

16. I think you're in love with me.

17. Thank you so incredibly much. I love you.

18. I wish something. But I'm not sure what.

19. You moved too fast when I didn't want to move at all.

20. I don't understand what we are.

21. Sometimes, I wonder if we should try again. But more times, I realize it would end the same.

22. I will never tell you that I think I like you.

Love,

Me.